Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Ok so...i said by yesterday evening i would have this blog updated...ok ...i am only off by about 10 hours...i am sure you guys are tired at look'n at the boob! Or maybe not. Anyways.....so here is what is going on in Crazy Tammy's life...for those of you that care.....and remember this can all change in a matter of minutes....Paul is a flip flopper...drives me freak'n in sane!
Ok....the low down....
We started looking at our lives here.....bills....income...family...we realized that other then friends and a house....there was no real family here for our kids. We knew the market here was hot, the dollar was down and the market there was slow. So we started to explore the idea. Paul didnt want to do it, I did. Then he decided to do it. Saturday we signed the papers with the realtor....10 mins after he left...Paul changed his mind again! Sunday...we go to the pumpkin patch...get back...message from mom...he calls her...we are selling again! Ok ...can you make up your freak'n mind and just stick to it....i am seriously going to have a meltdown. So then Paul changes his mind once again last night....hold off on the listing for 2 weeks...he is presenting his job an offer and wants to see if they take it...if so we stay and if not we go....I am officially a looney tune now...put me in a straight jacket and drop me in the river. I dont operate the is way....i need a plan....i need a schedule...i need a commitment one way or another! This is when i start to second guess everything.
So as for now...we are holding off for two weeks....we may lose are chance of selling our house at what they think we can get for it NOW. If that happens...we wont move period.
So why didnt i tell any of my friends....i sincerely apologize....it would have made my judgement alot fogger....i would have been making my decisions on emotion and nothing else...and i couldnt do that. So i hope you all understand. i love you all dearly and hope that you can forgive me.
So i am off to go crawl in a hole and cover myself.....ttyl
8:17 AM
Tammy.
