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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Ok here is a test for you! I do not agree with the out come lol for obvious reasons.....I DON"T HAVE ONE!!!!! lol!




Here is one I got from Renee's Blog





I am: Cute But Psycho!

you are the cute but psycho happy bunny. You adorable, but a little out there. It's alright, you might not have it all, but there are worse

Here are the links if you want to find out which one you are for some stupid reason like I did!!!

http://quizilla.com/users/yourgoodfriend/quizzes/which%20happy%20bunny%20are%20you?

http://quizilla.com/users/lyonssammyhammy/quizzes/Which%20Kick%20%20Ass%20Shirt%20Saying%20Are%20You%3F%3F

2:35 PM
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Tammy.

Monday, February 27, 2006

I can not believe how mean and stupid girls can be now a days! Samantha's so called friends hacked into her MSN messenger and her Nexopia page and put some extremely rude and sexually explicit material on it. Now that she is fighting back along with a friend, they are accusing her of being mean!!! When did a 10, 11 and 12 year old start using words like Whore and slut!? Where are the kids parents? Maybe that is the problem, they aren't there! The parents of the one girl, you can't even talk to them, they are jsut alike! They are trying so hard to have their daughter be "popular" Hello...you are not popular because people like you...but because they fear you! I told Samantha to stay away from all involved! I know she doesn't believe me, but I tried explaining to her that when she goes for her school reunion...her "POPULAR" friend would be the one who weights 500 pounds with the balding pig of a husband with 5 kids in tow....her favorite pass time will watching Jerry Springer eating BON BONS planning her revenge on everyone who left her after school to be all alone!

Girls start at such an early age now...worrying about boys and being"POPULAR"! What name brand they should be wearing to be the cool kid!!! This girl went as far as to tell her she coldn't shop at a certain store because she shopped there first ...what? I don't understand it....don't want to understand it....and to think it is just beginning and I have another daughter to go thru this with....GOD HELP ME!!!!! What happened to our society!!!!!

Love PINK...I have this song and love the Video...it is hilarious!!!! Hope you enjoy!


STUPID GIRLS (Pink)

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2:37 PM
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Tammy.

Sunday, February 26, 2006

OK.....very interesting ! Someone who doesn't want me to know who they are leaves a comment on my blog! This was a response to my Friday post. Now obviously this person knows nothing of me!!!!!! I am a devoted mother to my 4 children. I am a stay at home mom and my kids are my life. I work 24 hours a day and 7 days a week. What little time I have to myself is spent late at night scrapbooking! Big partying going on.....eewwwwwhhhhh!!!! This person feels the need to attack me on a very innocent birthday night out from a month ago! Get a life! Regardless if I go out once a year, once a month or once a week it doesn't make me anyless of a role model to my children or any less a mother. Worry about your own life and stay out of other people's.

I choose not to delete the message for the simple fact that what this person is implementing is false. I have no need to feel that what I do in my life is wrong. If going out on a business trip for my birthday is finding time to party, I am guilty of being a "PARTIER"! Geez.....does going out once in three years make me this horrible role model? I guess in some small way this has bothered me....because if this is someone who I know....this really hurts me. They should know that is not what I do, even if I did, it still wouldn't change anything. If it is someone who truly doesn't know me.....why bother if you really don't know who I am?

If you don't know about someone's life or situation, who are you to judge! Don't make comments on what you don't know! If you really knew me, you wouldn't have made that comment!

I would gladly let my children read this. This is why I am doing this BLOG! It's an online journal for them. If my children and husband are happy with who and what I do....I don't need to answer to anybody else!

Anonymous said...
I wonder how you have enough time to go party, and not the same time for your children and your husband.I hope your daughters aren't reading this either. Your such a great role model for young girls.


Why not leave your name when you leave your comment?

To Anonymous....piss off! To all my friends who truly know me......Party on Dudes!!!!!!!!!!

5:31 PM
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Tammy.

Friday, February 24, 2006






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11:06 AM
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Tammy.


It's amazing how quickly life can go from bad to worse and then to good to better or from bad to good...well you get the picture! Speaking of pictures, today's TGIFF Party song is good!!!! A Vegas memory if you will!! HAHAHA...that was crazy!I guess I should put the infamous picture on my blog! I honestly was a good girl!!! Just don't ask the other girls, they don't know what they are talking about!

Had a great time yesterday chatt'n with Donna Downey! You rocked with your questions Elizabeth!!!! Sex? You have sex? Ok....a few of us girls don't , she is one of the fortunate ones! Hey I do, hope Paul's mom and Aunt aren't reading this, if so....I am still a virgin!!!!!! Honest!!

I have to give a shout out to dear hubby, it's his birthday today!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! Your one year closer to viagra honey!!!!!

Well I guess we should get the party started....it's the weekend....PARTY ON DUDES!!!! Remember.....please be nice to me as you all know I can't sing for crap! Be gentle to me ......especially you Ki!!! Are you wet yet? OMG...sorry...inside joke from Elizabeth and Ki last night!!!! Corry peed her pants last night....LOL!

10:35 AM
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Tammy.

Thursday, February 23, 2006



I am such a major DORK!!!!! So as I mentioned in my last post, The Ms.Sweet Thing Donna Downey is going to be at www.love2scrap.ca tonight at 7pm....be there or be square.....so I am reading Donna's blog and she mentions this along with a comment about forgetting the night before's chat with another online store....so part of my comment to her is "Can't wait to chat with you Friday night, don't forget about us!" She emails me back....yup ...emailed me.....is it friday oh no, I had it written down for Thursday! Well don't I feel just stupid!!!! I had to apologize and tell her what a DORK i am ....she replied laughing at me...she thought she was losing her mind! Nope that would be the DORK over here...ME!

So I am very excited about this tonight...can you tell?

OMG...I need to get my Friday Party song picked out...I think I have one.......oh this is going to be fun!!!!!

Oh and I need to write my instructions for my www.pickofthepatch.com layouts! Better get cracking........yah yah yah...I am a DORK!

Later Dudes!

9:55 AM
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Tammy.

Wednesday, February 22, 2006



So I survived Monday, Tuesday was awesome, thanx to all my nutty friends, I think I will keep you all!I am still banning Mondays thou! It's amazing how your friends can bring you down and right back up again!So I got some good news yesterday. I was asked to join a Design Team here in the Edmonton area www.love2scrap.ca , so looking forward to that.Oh for those of you that are interested, Ms. Donna Downey will be chatt'n here tomorrow evening at 7pm...how freak'n exciting is that! I finished up my DT stuff for www.pickofthepatch.com love the March kit.....yummy yummy papers and lots of goodies! You guys will be so happy with it. Can't wait for you all to get it!

Samantha(oldest daughter who is 12) looks at my picture on my last post and asks "who is that." I reply "President Bush" her reply "The President's BUSH? :o0" LOL!

Hump Day Joke

Two Priests are off to the showers late one night.
They undress and step into the showers before they realize there is NO
SOAP.
Father John says he has soap in his room and goes to get it, not bothering
to dress.
He grabs two bars of soap, one in each hand, and heads back to the
showers.
He is halfway down the hall when he sees three Nuns heading his
way.
Having no place to hide, he stands against the wall and FREEZES like he's
a STATUE.
The Nuns stop and comment on how "life-like" he looks.
The first nun suddenly reaches out and pulls on his manhood.
Startled, he drops a bar of soap!
"Oh look" says the first nun, "it's a soap dispenser".
To test her theory the second nun also pulls on his manhood.
Sure enough, he drops the second bar of soap.
Now the third Nun decides to have a go.
She pulls once, Then twice and three times but nothing happens. So she
gives several more tugs.....then yells!
"Holy Mary, Mother of God, hand-lotion too!"

1:19 PM
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Tammy.

Monday, February 20, 2006


What is with Mondays anyway! Monday sure has a bad rap ...and rightfully so. I honestly can't say that there have been to many GOOD Mondays that have come my way. I guess I am just having one of those typical " one of those days" kind of Mondays! Thank goodness it was a holiday here! I just feel so overwhelmed with so many feelings. Feelings I can't even describe. I just don't feel like a whole person right now. I feel abandoned and betrayed. Empty and lost. I don't know why. I think there are alot of loose ends in my life that need to be tied. I just need to figure out how to do that ...and just do it! Everything in my life feels like I have lost grip of it. I NEED TO GET MY LIFE BACK! My friends are all nutty, my family is a freak'n zoo. I am about to ship Samantha off... she is so unbearable right now. I just feel like falling apart and just want to hide from everything! Maybe it isn't everything else in my life...maybe it is just ME!

I am banning Mondays!!!!!

I have to add this too...does anyone know why Bush was re-elected? Oh that's right...Kerry was a wiener too! I vote for Hilary!!!!

Hope you all had a better Monday then I did! Here is to Tuesday!

11:07 PM
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Tammy.

Friday, February 17, 2006

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12:07 PM
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Tammy.



TGIF!!!! Woohoo it is friday! I have had an emotionally challenging week! I am so glad it is over. Two very emotional birthdays and a very emotional week with being in the middle of two friends who are "non" friends. It has left me exhausted. I know there is going to be an post-emotional period with all this. I have had to re-evalute some things in my life. Some lessons were defiantly learned in the last few weeks. A really good friend of mine had to keep reminded me that it doesn't involve me and to let it go. It was hard for me, I just wanted to keep everyone happy and I vented which I shouldn't have as well. Ok enough about this....it is friday....so I have decided to get this party started!!!!!!

For your listening pleasure......every friday I will choose a song...old or new....and we are going to jam and sing.....and party on dudes!

Thank God it is Freak'n Friday!

11:07 AM
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Tammy.

Thursday, February 16, 2006



Two people in my life are celebrating birthdays!

Yesterday February 15th, was my late father in laws birthday. He passed away a year ago Dececember, shortly after Christmas. I have missed him since. It was extremely hard for me to deal with what was happening to him. He was suffering from Brain Cancer, while I was having a very difficult life threatening (to both the baby and myself) pregnancy with Nicholas. I was unable to be there for him, I felt as if I was abandoning him and the rest of the family. I by nature don't deal well with suffering, deaths and illness....my solution ....and I know it isn't right ...is to pretend it isn't happening. Especially if there is a strong emotional connection. I was unable to see him the entire 7 months that he was ill.....a part of me is very angry and the other part is almost relieved. I know that sounds horrible, but when I saw a picture of him ill...it didn't look like the same man I knew. I have put that picture away...I want to remember him laughing and smiling and for the person he really was to me. Happy Birthday Papa!

Odd thing is that my next birthday wish is to Nicholas! Nicholas' original due date was February 16th, 2005. He was born over three months early. I believe that he was born early for a very special reason, his Papa, the man he would never get to meet. His Papa loved him so much, even before he was born. When Nicholas was born, he went and got a cross that was given to him, blessed for him.That cross was given to Nicholas for his first birthday from his Papa (thanx Grandma) He made me promise him that he would get to see him. I tried my hardest to keep that promise,the best I could do was to send him pictures. If Nicholas went to term, that wouldn't have even have been possible.We know that Papa is with him always. When Papa left us, Nicholas got stronger. Nicholas is a healthy little boy with an amazing angel watching over him.

Happy Birthday to two special guys in my life!

12:42 PM
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Tammy.

Monday, February 13, 2006


Ok, I have this paper I need to work with, I am all out of "Scrapbook" material pictures...I know ...hard to believe with 4 good looking kids.....but I have nothing!!!! So what do I do...what any good scrapbooker would do! Rounded up the gang, grab clothes that would match the colors in the pattern paper....grabbed the camera...and started taking pictures! Even got Paul involved!!!! Totally staged, but we got some cute pics!

Today was your typical Monday! Long and dragged out!I am having a brain freeze right now! The MOJO is lost! ARRGGHHH ...hate it when that happens....I'VE GOT DEADLINES!!!!! Always seems to happens then! Does anyone remember the candy MOJOs...those were my favorite!!! Can you still got those?

I have a stupid head cold....stuffed up and runny nose...what the hell is up with that....make up your damn mind! Either you want to stuff me up or you want to drip all day and drive me nuts! You can't do both!!!!!

Happy Freak'n Monday to you all!!!!

8:57 PM
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Tammy.

Saturday, February 11, 2006



Ok, we finally got Matthew's hair cut, which was BADLY needed. If you all remember he cut his hair a few weeks ago ( insert head hanging down in shame). His hair was so long it was starting to knot in the back! He had more hair cut off then I do when I get it cut! The hair stylist couldn't believe he was a little boy, he thought he was a little girl (again, hanging my head down)! So here is his before picture again and the new handsome little boy hiding under all the hair! We gave the stylist an extra big tip!

We hope you like it Grandma Brownlee!!!!! Big hugs and kisses! We miss you dearly!

Well today is a bright sunny day! Where did our winter go? I am not complaining, it is absolutely gorgeous here! Wish I could get the kids out for some pictures. Maybe tomorrow . It is suppose to be even nicer! Well off to go pack for the crop tonight, enjoy your saturday gals!

12:36 PM
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Tammy.

Friday, February 10, 2006


Thank God It's Friday! This week has dragged on and on and on! The days felt like they were crazy long! I have been so tired and GRUMPY!!!!! Today will be a lighter day. I love all my little kiddies that I watch, but I think it is time to move on and do something new. So, come the new school year, I think I will start planning what it is I want to do. I have some ideas, just need to get a plan in motion! Who knows....I may change my mind by then as well. It could just be cabin fever right now! Doubt it! I am not one to sit at home like this!

Ok so the plans for this weekend.......hmmmm....dance at the Elk's Club or Scrapp'n at my favorite Scrapbook store.....I think I will go dance with the old folks! NOT! Had you guys there didn't I!!!!

Ok just have to share this.....some of you may have heard this already....but I DON"T CARE! Read it again!!! :o) Everytime I read this I can't help but laugh! Samantha wrote this poem for me about a year and a half ago, it's a tongue twister!

Seven Stupid Squirrels Standing in Sand
Six Start Swimming
Stupid Squirrels your Swimming on Sand!

Thanks for letting me share....HAVE A GREAT FRIDAY EVERYONE!!!!!

7:36 AM
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Tammy.

Tuesday, February 07, 2006




OK, I know what you guys are thinking!!!! "WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?" I wasn't!!! :o) I lost some hair doing this insane but hilarious act! I was determined and egged on by my fellow Flower Girls, Trudy and Kim, to get this on my head! So, you are probably asking what the hell is that? We'll this small, spikey....but very stretchy ball thingy. Trudy tells me that her son loves these and puts them on his feet and anywhere he can get it...so...I am looking at this thing...checking out the package and there is a teenage boy with it on his head.....well ...hell , I can do that! We'll 15 minutes later....VOILA! It's on my head...ripping my hair out...and me almost peeing my pants! Hope you enjoy these pictures as much as I did getting this on my head!!! ;O) Oh by the way, the next time you are in Vegas and would like to try this, just go to the Rain Forest Cafe Gift Shop, tell them Tammy sent ya!!!

9:25 PM
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Tammy.

Monday, February 06, 2006



Ok...my birthday was on January 31st, I know....just a little late posting this....but I do have to tell you ....it was the best BIRTHDAY ever! It wasn't because it was in Vegas, but what made it the best BIRTHDAY ever, was who I spent it with! I had the most fun ever with these girls! It was some good clean girls night out fun! Oh...come on...can't go to Vegas and not go out ...especially when there is a birthday involved! We did go to the Voodoo Lounge, I highly recommend it! Great band and a nicer older crowd. No skinny half dressed ass hanging out sleezy barely old enough to be in a bar type. They had great drinks there....smoking and bubbling big enough for 4 or more people to drink ! It was pretty cool! I must say that if I am ever desperate for a man in my life, I am going to Vegas! My god......I know it had to have been Vegas.....but the guys there were really digg'n me. Must have been the hair...yah..that's it! ;o) Or my cute sidekicks Tara, Sandra F and Sandra W....some of the best people you will ever meet! Thanx Gals!!!!!

12:29 PM
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Tammy.

Sunday, February 05, 2006


OMG! Vegas was so exhausting!!!! I met alot of great people including the FAB Ms. Swapp! What a cutie! Alot of great new product coming out!





Some of my favorites were :

1.We R Memory Keepers- Loved everything they had....just give me one of everything. Their new silent gadget, a must have for every scrapbooker. Their ribbon, you all know how I love my ribbon, double-sided and gorgeous! YUMMY!

2. Making Memories- Gorgeous new paper collection-Boho. The colors are spectacular. The matching ribbon....a must have. Their new Home Decor stuff......GOTTA have it...all!!!!

3. Crate Paper- A new manufacture just starting with paper......YUMMY YUMMY YUMMY. Love all the collections!

4. Autumn Leaves/ Foofala- The new collections coming out are a must have. The new acrylic stamp sets...beautiful. I want one of each!

5. Prima Flowers- The new flower sets are amazing!BEAUTIFUL! If you are like me and buy every set, you are going to be broke!!!!!!

The big thing this year was, everyone had, RIBBON, FLOWERS, and CHIPBOARD! Lots of glitter too! Good thing I am a junkie to all!!!! ;o)

SO. ..save your pennies girls, your going to need them!

11:16 AM
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Tammy.