Monday, October 30, 2006
What a weekend...or lack there of.
I felt so tired! Didnt want to get out of bed this morning.
Felt sick last night...didnt feel well all weekend,
like i was going throw up.
One of two things, i have caught the virus or i am pregnant.....NOT!
We did take the kids sledding yesterday.
I couldnt believe how much snow we got!
Watched Nacho Libre,
Hey Concho, sometimes when you are big,
You wear stretchie pants ...in your room.
Did do some more scrapbook shopping on saturday,
got some yummy yummy Prima ribbon.
It is ribbed, velvet and gorgeous!
Nicky had a few explosions this weekend,
Thank you Dr Dhunnoo!
Hope you all had a wonderful weekend,
here is to a wonderful week!
8:02 AM
Tammy.
Friday, October 27, 2006
So as most of you know , I have been lobbying for Rights for Unborn Victims Due To Violent Crimes for almost a year now, and with no success from our elected Goverment, we have another
tragedy that could have possibly been avoided if there were charges laid in both deaths of the mother and unborn child. We all know that violence towards women increases the most while they are pregnant. With the growing trend of this crime and no additional punishment for the double murder....it seems like it is open season on pregnant women. Just a month ago I had talk on Global News about the most recent murdered pregnant women in Edmonton...who would have thought that one month later it would happen again in BC.
We as Canadians need to take a stand against this. This coming November,
Bill C-291 will be re-introduced, you can help by signing the
petition and sending it to me.
My prayers go out to the victims and the friends and family. I know all to well what you are going thru.
9:18 AM
Tammy.
Thursday, October 26, 2006
So...took Nicky to his doctors appt yesterday....the poop doctor as we call him....for those of you who dont know...Nicky has had problems pooping for over a year....so they finally got him to a doctor and the doctor told us that the muscle lining of his bowels has hardened up ddue too the poop building a wall along it and now it is going to take just as long to fix the problem and re-teach his muscles how to message themselves. Oh yah! Another year of him screaming in pain! And they couldnt have done this any sooner! Arrgghhhh! So now we have to give him this stuff for two days....doctor says...make sure you do it on a weekend when you dont have to travel....WHY? Because he is going to have an explosion! Great a poopy explosion...lovely...i think i am going to go out this weekend...leave dear old dad with the mess!!!
Emmy had her first soccer game on tuesday...saved two and scored one! YAHHHHHH Emmy! She still has to get the hang of the game...she just chases the ball around and dances!
Today is a full day of kids...please go by fast and quietly!!!! Spare me oh lord of any hellish grief!
Big hugs to you and your family Mickey!
Later dudes!
9:35 AM
Tammy.
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Onward To A New Day!
Today the sun is shining brightly and the day has been good so far!
I have two pizza boxes to pick up today at the post office from yesterday, hoping for more today! One should be the Pick of the Patch kit for November! Can't wait!
So with all this talk of friends, drama and crap...I say we should all move on....dont look back...and just be true to ourselves! Love thy neighbor as you love thy shelf!
I am ready for a big Edmonton crop....who would be up for a dinner crop at SAL?
I bought some amazing 7 Gypsie stamps from US...love love love these things! I have been wanting these for some time...if you get a chance you should stop by there to check out the new stuff!
Make Yourself-Incubus
If I hadn't made me, I would've been made somehow.
If I hadn't assembled myself, I'dve fallen apart by now.
If I hadn't made me, I'd be more inclined to bow.
Powers that be would have swallowed me up,but that's more than I can allow.
If you let them make you, they'll make you papier-mache.
At a distance you're strong, until the wind comesthen you crumble and blow away.
If you let them fuck you, there will be no foreplay.
But rest assured, they'll screw you complete til' your ass is blue and grey.
You should make amends with you.
If only for better health.
But if you really want to live,why not try and Make Yourself?
If I hadn't made me, I'dve fallen apart by now.
I won't let em' make me, it's more than I can allow.
So when I make me, I won't be papier-mache.
And if I fuck me...I'll fuck me in my own way.
You should make amends with you.
If only for better health.
But if you really want to live,why not try and Make Yourself?
Make Yourself.
12:24 PM
Tammy.
Monday, October 23, 2006
I feel refreshed today! Had a busy weekend of catching up and errands....Emily had her first soccer practice...loved it...Matthew sat on the ice again at skate lessons....i was able to get some scrapbook shopping in...finished a layout...met with Ki to do some shopping and went for dinner...thanx again girl...the boys had fun at her house...so much that Nicky didnt want to leave ....even though he was scared of her 3 pound dog!
So...I dont really want to bring this subject up...but I am going too....only because in the last month or so.....this has been an issue...a BIG issue. DRAMA......drama drama...it is everywhere lately. On the message boards, in the scrapbook world...i have had enough of it! So much so... that i have lost respect for people who i called friends. There always seems to be a ring leader of sorts. It amazes me how people cant think for themselves anymore..... or how people will act one way in front of someone so they dont get mad at them .....and then another way behind their backs. I am not in freak'n high school anymore....i am not scared of what people are going to think of me...either you like me for who i am ...or dont like me at all...i dont care if you dont....i dont need for everyone to be my friend....i need just a few to be sincere and true.....and just because you think you have all these friends...dont kid yourself...when it really comes down too it ...they are not....just because you talk to them on a message board or at crops....or whatever...doesnt make them a friend....unfortunately in our society....as sad as it may be.....most people think they have all these true friends when indeed...you dont! They are just people with a common interest.
So stop kissing ass....stop being nice for the sake of someone else...be nice because it is the human and decent thing to do....you dont have to attack people..but do be civil....i have realized in the last month who my true friends are in my scrapbook world....and i am glad that i was able to see the true colors of these people....not that they did anything personal to me....but to fellow friends or scrappers....it was enough for me to re-think my relationship(s)...i dont want to surround myself with this type of person.....i want to surround myself with strong.....full of life...true to themselves people! Not ones that hide behind other people...cant act or think for themselves....who act fake or phony...have to have everyone be their friend.... kiss peoples ass....be competitive....be tit for tat about things....always need praise to validate who you are.....so if this describes you...please dont bother with it....i have been out of school for almost 16 years....and i have no desire to go back now.
So with that said... to my friends...and you know who you are...i love you for who you are and appreciate your friendship. I may not always be the greatest friend always isolating myself from the outside world.....but I do appreciate you more then you will ever know. You always think of the littlest things that always put a smile on my face.....you seem to go out of the way for me when i least expect it....you pm or email me kind words and encouragement....and no matter what....you always tell me the truth...you dont let me sulk too long when i throw myself a pity party....and you are better to me then i am to you...and for this i treasure you!
Have a great monday ....i know i will!! :o)
9:26 AM
Tammy.
Thursday, October 19, 2006
So ya wanna know a secret?
A really really really
BIG secret?
How badly do you want to know?
Just a little ?
Maybe alot?
Hmmm......maybe i should make you wait til tomorrow!!!
Nah....i'll tell you now!
This little birdie wont be flying south!!!!!!!
We have made a final decision and have called the realtor.....we aren't moving! I have told dear hubby that i am too stressed out over this and we both decided that if come spring time we both feel that we still want to move ...we would re-evaluate the situation. So this chicky whether you want me or not....not sure some of you are doing the happy dance right now....is not going anywhere!
Final Chapter...THE END!
8:54 AM
Tammy.
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Ok so...i said by yesterday evening i would have this blog updated...ok ...i am only off by about 10 hours...i am sure you guys are tired at look'n at the boob! Or maybe not. Anyways.....so here is what is going on in Crazy Tammy's life...for those of you that care.....and remember this can all change in a matter of minutes....Paul is a flip flopper...drives me freak'n in sane!
Ok....the low down....
We started looking at our lives here.....bills....income...family...we realized that other then friends and a house....there was no real family here for our kids. We knew the market here was hot, the dollar was down and the market there was slow. So we started to explore the idea. Paul didnt want to do it, I did. Then he decided to do it. Saturday we signed the papers with the realtor....10 mins after he left...Paul changed his mind again! Sunday...we go to the pumpkin patch...get back...message from mom...he calls her...we are selling again! Ok ...can you make up your freak'n mind and just stick to it....i am seriously going to have a meltdown. So then Paul changes his mind once again last night....hold off on the listing for 2 weeks...he is presenting his job an offer and wants to see if they take it...if so we stay and if not we go....I am officially a looney tune now...put me in a straight jacket and drop me in the river. I dont operate the is way....i need a plan....i need a schedule...i need a commitment one way or another! This is when i start to second guess everything.
So as for now...we are holding off for two weeks....we may lose are chance of selling our house at what they think we can get for it NOW. If that happens...we wont move period.
So why didnt i tell any of my friends....i sincerely apologize....it would have made my judgement alot fogger....i would have been making my decisions on emotion and nothing else...and i couldnt do that. So i hope you all understand. i love you all dearly and hope that you can forgive me.
So i am off to go crawl in a hole and cover myself.....ttyl
8:17 AM
Tammy.
Monday, October 16, 2006
Just making sure you are still paying attention and visiting my blog!!!
Since i have had a few request to update this.....and you know who you are ;o) .....
I AM STILL ALIVE!!!!!! :op
I promise I will update by tomorrow evening!
Love ya all!!!
9:06 PM
Tammy.
Friday, October 06, 2006
My Simple Beauty
So it's Friday....WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOO!!!!! Long weekend ahead!!!!
I am going to a crop tonight....wont be too productive I am sure...why start now? LOL!!
So two things I want to do today on my blog....list 5 things that have made me happy this week (Thanx Sandra) and 5 things I want to do before I die (Thanx Renee A). So i guess i will start with the happy stuff.
5 Things That Made Me Happy1. being helper mom at Matthew's playschool...he was so cute always watching me.
2. doing some awesome layouts with the POTP kit....love how they turned out.
3. talking to my buddy Michelle....:o) Thanx girl
4. Nicky.....need i saw more....he is getting to be such a big boy
5. Matthew's first skate lesson.....he sat on the ice 99.99% of the time.
5 Things I Want To Do Before I Die
1. travel to Rome, Italy
2. own my own business
3. see all my kids get married and have children
4. have a vacation home somewhere beautiful with lots of sun and trees
5. travel to Egypt
So that's about it for today.....hope you all have a wonderful weekend with lots of Turkey and stuffing.
Hey Renee....i finished Emily's CJ....heeheehee....finally got my ass moving and did it....so let me know what the plan is. Also girl....big hugs too you and Scott...I wanted to do it in person not on my blog....not sure when were hooking up again...so til i do see ya...know i am thinking of you guys!
Later Dudes!!!
1:36 PM
Tammy.
Thursday, October 05, 2006
Ali and Me
*** Remember ...if you would like to leave a comment...you can do it under anonymous or other....remember the golden rule...you read it ...you comment on it!!! ;o) ***
So...whats new guys???? I have been MIA from the computer for a bit....feel like i have lost touch with you guys....I am feeling alot better...thanx for all the hugs guys!
Pick of the Patch has an incrediable kit this month....loved it! The colors are so fun to work with...I am not a red girl...but loved the red in this kit....the alphas were awesome...need to get some more....and the WRMK portfolio....def. need some more of those babies!!!
Love2Scrap had Ms.
Ali E there tuesday night for an online chat...what an awesome chica she is...so cool! Thanx for doing that Renee. Also....Congrats to my girl
Laci for making the DT.....woohoo!!!
Speaking of Ali...have you read her blog lately....she is participating in something very cool.....check this out.....
All About Me album for Breast Cancer Awareness....i will be getting one.
Treasures to Scrap is having an awesome month long Halloween Truth or Scare contest......some awesome prizes to be won...check it out!
Well I think that about wraps it up....i shall be making my rounds around blogland today...so I will be visiting you real soon!
Later dudes!
11:17 AM
Tammy.
Monday, October 02, 2006
School For Scoundrels
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So I have been kinda MIA this last week. Alot of stress....alot of thinking to do...life has just been very busy....the dayhome...PMS....OH MAN...PMS'ing big time...to move or not to move....kids....husband...family....it has been a whirlwind....so glad it is a new week. So out with the old in with the new!!!!
Went to go see a movie with Samantha and some of her friends....needed to be in someone else's world if only for 2 hours......
School for Scoundrels.....very funny movie!!! Loved it....had me laughing thru out the movie. Will be renting this when it comes out!
Click is on DVD tomorrow.....another very funny movie....think I might buy this one! Love Adam Sandler!!!!!
Well....off to do some much needed work that I put off all weekend....talk to you dudes later!
7:46 AM
Tammy.
